I had security in my relationship with B. My relationship with jessie doesn’t have that right now. I am missing the comfort and security that my life had in it. It didn’t have certainty, and it wasn’t always feeling complete, but it was safe and secure and I didn’t have to worry about it going anywhere. I know B and I both felt that way. Obviously those feelings doesn’t give you any gaurantee, but it feels good anyway. I am lacking that right now. Security is important to me. I think its important to most. So I’m thinking about my values and needs, probably update this but this is where I am, thinking on the spot:
Security
Love
Fun/Adventure
Simplicity